December 2009
“That which Voldemort does not value, he takes no trouble to comprehend. Of...”
– Albus Dumbledore; Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (via thechocolatebrigade)
tommorrow...i mean today!
is new years eve. im going to try and be happy today. im going to dress nice, and try and have fun. im going to be extra social with every person i encounter and im going to keep my mind so far away from whats been bothering me that it will be unhealthy. im going to be take a swing at being up beat all damn day. i hope, this goes as well as planned.
a slow song. by horse feathers. the title isnt...
odd.
i think its kind of odd that as soon as people are alone they get on social networks. i do it. he does it. she does it. most of us do it. people like to know that they’re not alone.
shoulda..
this year should’ve ended better. it was supposed to. i wish things played out like they do in my head more often. ending in an up beat fashion would’ve been nice. fuck december says i..for right now anyways.
Sleeping
Sounds better than almost anything else in the world right now. I don’t think anything is more relieving than sleep. I could sleep for days if it was sicially acceptable, and if my body would let me. When your asleep there’s no real problems, only whaterver your dreaming about. Just hope you don’t have nightmares.
i hate technology
i have never hated any single piece of technology more than i hate my phone right now. literally i would like to smash it with a rock and then skip it into the ocean, where it would hopefully fall prey to sharks.
lately..
i’ve been feeling less like myself. i dont like the way it feels in the least.
Lazyness;ex-
I’m in the same room as a working computer, it is within ten feet of me. But instead I choose to sit in my bed and use my phone to social network. Ohh, technology!
Book reading.
I decided I’m going to read another chuck palahniuk novel. The last one totally pulled me in for the two days that it took me to read it. For some reason I find it easy to get into his stories. But I suppose that just makes him a good writer.
damn.
i wish i could just get over it.
Beardface'
last night i had a dream that i had a beard. i was in a condemned building with alot of broken windows and cracked mirrors. people kept commenting on my beard, some good some bad. i loved the beard personally. but everytime i looked in one of the many mirrors around me my beard got less prominent. like it went from a full beard to a goatee, and soo on. and i was getting so upset about it. can...
im gonna go sleep this off...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It...”
– - Neil Gaiman (via thechocolatebrigade)
Fuck yeah Neil Gaiman.
sneedroig:
For Patrick!
this, is good stuff.
social networks.
i have alot of tabs open, with alot of social networks in them. they keep me distracted. thank you social networks for keeping us kids from thinking. at least, for now.
13675.) I always wonder what you're thinking.
crystalcurrry:
(via blogsecret)
i wish i could stay happy for more than 10 minutes. that seems to be the longest i can go without my head slipping back onto what i dont want to think about. then i get distracted. rinse, repeat. rinse, repeat. meh.
...
i just want to sleep, thats all i want right now. no, thats a lie, thats not all i want. its just something i think would help.
there's
just too much going on in my head for me to put anything down.
i dont think..
that i’m happy anymore.
frost bite.
i believe i just got frost bite of the tootzles, and the fingers. but i guess i feel a little bit better? but i cant really be sure. i dont really feel great. who knows these days right? on an unrelated note, i got an itunes gift card in the mail today from my new age aunt. i used it to purchase passion pit music, but i still have leftover cash flow (bitch). i have a few songs in mind that i could...
What has two thumbs...
and feels shitty right now?
Patrick Mulligan
who in the hell..
makes all these fall back websites, like when you mistype tumblr or myspace or facebook or whatever roasts your marshmellows, and the sites all have the same format and all say “what you need, when you need it.” on it somewhere, but really it doesnt have shit. screw you web designer with alot of time on your hands, i challenge thee to a duel.
darn.
i was looking for some kind of cool/rad/fun/neat/funny/incredible/aweinspiring picture to put on here but i could find nothing, i havent been very tumblr active lately which i dislike, but i dont wanna force it. goodnight followers.
Hopefully
This week will be a start in a turn for the better, maybe things will fall back into that good norm I had going for quite awhile. Hopefully.
