February 2010
these lyrics have a little somethin’ to...
January 2010
One of these days
I won’t hafta worry about worrying about it any more.
Moon ring.
Everyone, go outside now. Look up at the moon. I don’t know if it’ll be Like this for everyone, but when I went outside I looked straight up at the moonwnd the clouds made a perfect ring around it. And it looked like it was centered right above my head. I loved it.
Deja Vu.
today, i had the absolute worse case of deja vu i have ever had. no one seemed to see this as very interesting when i told them, but i was totally tripped out by it. i was sitting in one of my classes and another student mentioned finding her book in the library, “i thought you found that in the library like a week ago, i remember because alot of people made comments about it.” i...
Oh
I just got that bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. I guess it’s been a few days so I’m about due. I hate this feeling, so very much. I wish it wasn’t sparked so easily.
casecarr:
You Really Got a Hold on Me, by She...
Watchcrystalcurrry:
I adore her.
ya know..
i just got a feeling in the pit of my stomach. but this time it doesnt make me feel shitty, it’s almost optimistic. i wish this feeling was actually pointing towards something. i’d like that. hmmm, goodnight i think.
Ocean Breathes Salty……sort of…
i feel bleh. i hate it when i know your feeling bad.
currently..
im watching cartoons, that star wars one was on so i decided to watch it. it was severely entertaining. i loved it, my star wars driven nerdyness is satisfied…for now..
go tumblr.
so at first, when i heard about this “ask” thing on tumblr, where you can ask people a question via their page, was stupid. i thought it was just trying to take over formspring, which i dont even have so i dont know why i was bothered. but anyway, i noticed today that every body and their sibling-in-law has one. so really, tumblr was just one step ahead of the game. and trying to stay...
just wasnt gonna happen.
i feel like some one up top was showing me that it wasnt the right time to talk about such things. i feel relatively ok with this. i think it implies that things will work themselves out. i just hope that this force has my best interest in mind. if it doesnt….well, then i’m fucked.
stressed.
im so rediculously stressed out right now. i hate that i overthink things soo much, i wish i just acted on my feelings more often instead of thinking in all the factors, i wish i could figure things out quicker so i could’ve caught the hints, instead i sat there and just wanted, blek. i wish i didnt do this to myself. i literally cannot wait to act any more, i need to just do, if i wait, i...
HEY, WORLD!
Today,
I feel like I messed up. I should’ve acted instead of just sitting there. Stupid stupid stupid.
overthinking.
i wonder if that was a mistake. it felt right at the time, but i hope it doesnt mess anything up. acting on impulse gets people in trouble. as does overthinking things. it doesnt feel like i made the wrong choice. im just going to let things play out, i hope they dont go bad. please dont let things take a turn for the worst.